Today

Today is my last day home with my girl. Tomorrow, it's back to work for me and off to daycare for her. I am devastated. It feels like I JUST got her home. I feel robbed of my time with her. Most women get 6 weeks home with their baby, this one got 4 because she was in the NICU for 2 weeks. :( It really sucks!! I wish I could just stay home with her. I still have that new-mom thing going on where I don't want anyone else to take care of her. Bleh. It broke my heart to leave her at the hospital, and even though I am only a few minutes from daycare, it's going to break my heart to leave her again. I hope I can keep my composure at work. I don't like being upset in front of people, plus it's slightly inappropriate. I feel confident we chose a place we can trust.

Anyway, today we went to my hometown so Olivia could see her mammaw (my mammaw) and my other family members. She absolutely LOVED being in my mammaw's arms. She was so content, never squirmed an inch like she did with everyone else. It's so interesting how baby's just 'know' their touch. She likes when my mom holds her too. It must be the grandma 'touch.' Everyone absolutely adores her. She's such a loved little girl and I'm glad to know that no matter what happens in this world, she is loved. Now, I guess I have to get her diaper bag ready for tomorrow and the rest of the house cleaned for the week. :( I do not want tomorrow to get here!!!!!!

Pictures from today. My mammaw with Olivia, 4 Generations, and Me, My mom, My sister, and Olivia